Things are good. They're always going somewhere. I want to go to the mermaid parade. Alley cat aquarium. Mirrors. Unlocked doors. Deliriously tired.

Literally just hid something in th back of the rack at a store. Only, I kind of don't care if it's still there.

Family

"You made me call that doctor a cunt!"

"And then she threatened to spit on her on the way out!"

Exhaustion Outline

I - Family
A - Neither one of us can leave because you are not well.
1 - You can't just leave your family in the dust when they need you... even if it's not cool to live at home when you're 26.
2 - Constant source of stress.
3 - Constant source of guilt.
4 - It is hard to save when the family is a financial burden.
5 - It is hard to have a future when you cannot save.
6 - My friends that were poor, and are now successful, moved away from their families.

II - Animals
A - Called me demanding, and meant it as an insult. Too bad I took it as a compliment. There's no harm in striving for better.
B - I can't believe Alley is still homeless.

III - People
A - Epiphany while listening to Smokey Robbinson. Half truths, re-written history, and empty comments.
B - Adam James is more caring than most.
C - There's no point in trying to piece things together in order to recreate something that never existed.
D - I very much enjoy the company of some new friends.
E - I very much enjoy the company of old friends.

IV - Medical
A - Fuck insurance companies.
B - Fuck hospitals.
C - Fuck (most) doctors.

V - Outlook
A - There is no point to life.
B - I am always exhausted.
C - I care too much about things I can't change. Ugh.

-1

Mom in the hospital.
Alley is returned.
Flyers win.

Flyers game? No. Emergency room? Yes.
Stress continues.

I am torn in a lot of ways. This weekend has been the most fun I've had in months. Winter is getting good again. I have a few regrets, but I kind of feel like none of them will have any sort of lasting effect.

I want to drink wine, sing and play the piano.

I like people that work really hard and fully enjoy their lives after they clock out. Mike and I are very similar in this way. It is exciting.

I'm glad the ol' gang's back together.

I work with animals because humans are fucking awful.

Leave it at work.
Leave work.
Leave.

I got Fantastic Mr. Fox for Christmas. I did not want it. The Road is on Showtime right now. Yesterday I went to a hash, where I saw the largest pile of Chex Mix bags that I have ever seen. Jersey Shore is not safe. But, I love Snooki. This is kind of like that day when I went a hockey game and later went out to a Caribbean restaurant. Annnd, had a waitress named Alexis. What the balls.

My Best friend is in Seattle and rightfully thinks I am retarded.

When you say "je suis une bête sauvage," be careful. I have a welt on my spine and it could have come from one of three scenarios. But, I guess I will never know the truth. Pretty sure I know the truth.

Fifteen minutes isn't long enough. Viggo Mortensen is fine speciMAN. Some things you hang on to, and others you let go. Spice of life, spice of life.

Things took a turn for the ridiculous.

Focusing time.

Cross-continental girl talk!