Today I saw something that turned my world upside down. I have a scar that will remind me, forever, that it's not worth it. I can't believe how animals survive (or don't) on the streets.

Fightin' words

Wish you were dead.

Bigger fish to fry. Life makes me want to vomit.

I would like it

if shit would stop getting real. Don't know what to do anymore. I want to disappear.

Lump on your breast. Elton John. Throwing mugs, cleaning up. Shameless bike ride plans for summer. Contract concerns. Hashing plans. Slow movements. Always really good and really bad. Never ending balancing act.

OT loss comfort by Mr. Phil Conway.

If I was still there

I would be going to a vet school application workshop tomorrow. Oh well. I'll get there.

Just wanna know what you're thinking. This move has questionable intentions. Miss you. Paralyzed animals. The pickles I get myself into. Watching from
Above. I might not be able to go back. Aphrodite and Dyonisus are never far from my thoughts, but I need a new nickname for you. Calm it down? No way! All from a wiggly taxi. How am I not dead?

Anatomy books. Brooklyn. That pizza place. Still not forgotten. Sad videos. Fucking Disney World?!? 20 dogs. Embarking on a different kind of adventure. It's Spring, it's almost April. Almost. Sad video. Bush, Veruca Salt and Garbage. Too much time at the Barbary. Getting close to the flame. Weird feelings continue. Let's play.

It will probably be a mistake that will open doors to adventure. So, it will be worth it.

Yorkshire Terrorizers

Never too busy to take the dogs to the lake!!

So suspicious. Please don't leave. Won't be able to handle it.

This is the crash.

heart hurts

It's fun, but it's a reminder of what won't happen. Work, work, work and forget. Stagnant. Gotta go home sometime. Stoicism and secret misery. Genuinely really happy for them. Disappearances. Goodbye Facebook. One point away. The NHL is not a crystal ball. Stop kidding yourself. It was nice. Joanna is a sweetheart. Family time. Keep it movin'. Cookin' with gas. Incubators. I know how I am going to die.

Always cryptic. I want to mean something to someone again. Done, but everyone knows that's not true.

I worry about you and I love you. Always returning to roots. Some things need to change.

Workers comp is bullshit. I'm so glad it was Kevin that picked me up. Breath of fresh air. I need to find a new job.

Oh great. Let's waste more time. I have plenty of that shit.

And I just spilled my wine. Excellent.

So tired of being the one that has to fix everything all the time.

Hand pain. "She's more than qualified." New folding fan. Morning sunlight. Transvestites making out at 2 am. Closed fire departments. Spend time at home. Addictions counselor. Ice skating. Chat roulette.

Remember this:

wed:
8-9: approach to bleeding patient
9:15 - 10:15: reptile and amphibian anesthesia and analgesia
10:45-11:45 - cardiopulmonary-cerebral resuscitation: what's new
12-1: feline trauma
2:15-3:15 - pain recognition in cats and dogs
3:45-4:45: pain management in cats and dogs
5-6: anesthesia for cats with special conditions

thurs:
8-9: feline housesoiling
9:15-10:15: feline mammary tumors
10:45-11:45: challenge in cat pain
12-1: mast cell tumors
2:15 - 3:15: alien abduction - less stress for cats
3:45-4:45: dietetics
5-6: difficult feline medicine cases OR practical management of feline oncology