heart hurts

It's fun, but it's a reminder of what won't happen. Work, work, work and forget. Stagnant. Gotta go home sometime. Stoicism and secret misery. Genuinely really happy for them. Disappearances. Goodbye Facebook. One point away. The NHL is not a crystal ball. Stop kidding yourself. It was nice. Joanna is a sweetheart. Family time. Keep it movin'. Cookin' with gas. Incubators. I know how I am going to die.

Always cryptic. I want to mean something to someone again. Done, but everyone knows that's not true.

I worry about you and I love you. Always returning to roots. Some things need to change.

Workers comp is bullshit. I'm so glad it was Kevin that picked me up. Breath of fresh air. I need to find a new job.

Oh great. Let's waste more time. I have plenty of that shit.

And I just spilled my wine. Excellent.

So tired of being the one that has to fix everything all the time.

Hand pain. "She's more than qualified." New folding fan. Morning sunlight. Transvestites making out at 2 am. Closed fire departments. Spend time at home. Addictions counselor. Ice skating. Chat roulette.

Remember this:

wed:
8-9: approach to bleeding patient
9:15 - 10:15: reptile and amphibian anesthesia and analgesia
10:45-11:45 - cardiopulmonary-cerebral resuscitation: what's new
12-1: feline trauma
2:15-3:15 - pain recognition in cats and dogs
3:45-4:45: pain management in cats and dogs
5-6: anesthesia for cats with special conditions

thurs:
8-9: feline housesoiling
9:15-10:15: feline mammary tumors
10:45-11:45: challenge in cat pain
12-1: mast cell tumors
2:15 - 3:15: alien abduction - less stress for cats
3:45-4:45: dietetics
5-6: difficult feline medicine cases OR practical management of feline oncology